War on ADHD, 1
Last Thursday, I went to a friend's house to ask for a single pill of Venvanse.
I noticed that lately my ADHD have been worse than ever. It still is, as I am writing this when I should be conducting an analysis for some scraping attack that's been ongoing on my company in the last week or so. That can wait, though. At least for now.
The idea behind it was to try the drug before going officially after the prescription to buy it.
It was a surreal experience. The voice in my head went quiet for the first time. I had an extremely productive day. It's a crazy feeling. You're doing boring stuff and feels like watching reels on a social media platform. Not only that but you're focused on exactly what you're doing. You don't have the voice reminding you of next steps and tempting you to stop what you're doing to go do that instead. Makes sense why it's so addictive. As I'm writing this, I'm thinking how I could find more Venvanse without having the need of a prescription.
I already went after alternate treatments that would not involve laboratory drugs that could eventually render me as an addict. That happened when I saw an add for Blis on the internet, saying:
"Those who profit out of your Venvanse would never tell you about this alternate natural treatment"
They were talking about CBD-derived oils. Of course it caught my attention and R$1.200,00 later (which is a lot for my non-Brazilian readers - the minimum wage here is R$1,621.00 and some 90% of the country lives with that or even less) I got the oil. It arrived today, 11h30. I took the indicated dose (1ml sublingual) and no effect at all.
The recommended initial week still is 3 drops under the tongue, first thing in the morning. I think that maybe being close to lunch time plus already having some coffee in the morning could render the CBG oil useless. I'll give it a try tomorrow again to see if anything changes. But I think I got scammed already. Or I had greater expectations that the oil of a plant could have the same power as an lab engineered drug.